Transition

IMG_20141020_183709Sometimes a person enters your life and the next morning you wake up wondering how it is possible for things to be so happy all of a sudden when just the day before you were questioning the kindness in human beings.  You were not expecting to connect with this person so quickly and to spend so many hours talking.  You were not expecting to form any attachment to this person that you just met a month ago.  You finally see yourself seeing things in a positive light and life doesn’t seem so bad.  You finally can remove the negativity that surrounds you.  Just as quickly as this person enters your life just like magic they leave your life and it makes you question was this person real?  Did I just have a very long dream?  Did I just talk to myself for a month fight club style?  Then all of a sudden you feel sad for a moment and think how unfair it is that you couldn’t have that friendship longer.  You start to go into that downward spiral of negative thinking.  You miss the companionship this person gave you and the laughs.  You miss having something to look forward to.  It sucks at first and you think why did this happen?  Today it hit me that this person entered my life for so many reasons.  I was finally able to put my past behind and see life in a different light.  This person showed someone what I tried to explain for years in just a month.  This person taught me how to get through my kids with 4 words.  This person made me genuinely laugh after years.  This person will be greatly missed but never forgotten as they were my transition into happiness…

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